Ponderings

I don't mean to be all complainy complainy but I've sort of, kind of been in a bad place lately. I'm fairly sure 90% is the fact that I'm stressed about moving. Granted this was my decision and who likes moving. But yeah. Moving and trying to find reasonably priced two bedrooms in Manhattan/ Brooklyn is not an easy task. I'm excited that I've at least found someone to look with who is super sweet and I've known for a while. On top of that, I've been very lazy with my exercise routine which I think only exacerbates any negative energy that I may have but once you fall out of the habit, it's easy to skip without feeling guilty.

Anyway, after coming home from a nice dinner with a friend (I actually skipped my spinning class!), I got momentarily bored and felt the sub conscious/ semi-conscious need to torture myself. So I looked up this kid on Facebook who I went on 4 dates with last winter but ended up being a douche bag. To my delight (okay delight is a strong word), I noticed a thread on his wall of him with a black eye. I couldn't figure out how he got it (there's only so much "research" I can do) but I will say it made me feel a little better. Given how he ended things and his complete douche bag choice of words, I have a feeling he vastly offended someone to the point where they felt a strong need to be violent against him. Hmmm. I could understand that.

In other news, I have recently become obsessed with Iron & Wine despite having them on my iTunes for 5 years. Both songs I really like are from The Shepherd's Dog - House By The Sea and Boy with a Coin. Aight, I'm going to try and get back into my happy place and focus on what's going right in my life.